everything will be explained later
"And how do you know that with certainty? As long as I feel, I can be harmed."
"No, you do not need to apologize." Loki scanned the floor for a moment, thinking. "I am so used to expecting the worst. I wanted someone to be there for me when I found out the truth of my life. I wanted someone to be there when twice my life fell apart and if anything would be felt, it would be pain. I was all alone. I was never angry at anyone for leaving me all alone when I needed someone most. It is no one’s fault that I am not capable of functioning properly independently. And nowadays, I can only expect such for myself."
Of course she wants to say the obvious, the first thing that comes to her mind. ‘Someone should have been, but you should have been told all along.’ She had been there for the day her own Loki had learned the truth, had seen how it had torn him apart. Instead all she can bring herself to do is apologize for things beyond her control. “I am so sorry. If I could have been there for any version of you who had suffered through this, I would have. I know you do not desire the promises of another, but we did promise to at least be honest with one another. Did we not?” she finally lifts her eyes and the extreme sadness and hollowness she had felt so long were present there. “I cannot even be honest with myself most days.. If I can manage that with you, perhaps that day will come I can be with myself as well.”
God I should friggin sleep soon. Had a long day, longer one tomorrow. Most of day will be babysitting and not sure when I’ll be able to be here for good. I may be too tired to RP but I’ll give it a try. I’ll be on a bit longer (30 mins or so) so I can still RP or do asks.
If anyone wants to follow my oc and interact I will love you forever. I’m bringing her back come Wednesday and I’d like to get some more interactions going.
Go and follow this precious effer. Seriously, on my Walking Dead account she is Dani’s female besty. Not kidding. Also not just reblogging this because the mun’s other account (the one I’m reblogging this from) is Dani’s other besty. The muse is amazing and the mun is just as amazing as the muse(s) she plays. You’d be missing out if you didn’t go and follow this OC. Trust me.
(reblogging here as well because I luff this person!)
Reblog and see who leaves you a kiss in your ask box.